i'm finally starting to work the AM shift tomorrow at work. I'm excited to be a normal human again sleeping during the night and being awake when the sun is out.
i also started weight watchers this week. i was upset to see how much i weigh. it's always a work in process in my life. i bought some good food and will be packing my lunch. i think that it will be much better to keep track of the eating process when i'm awake during the day.
tonight i did bob harpers exercise video. it was hard. i couldn't finish it. i'm really out of shape. but this is good it's good for me to get back on track.
that's it for now.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Thursday, January 6, 2011
change
change is hard.
especially the good kind of change.
especially when you oversleep when you wanted to get up at 1500 and have a few hours before work and you didn't get up until 1630....oops.
tomorrow is a new day. i'll try again.
and i'm buying yarn tomorrow for my friends new baby. that's always good times.
especially the good kind of change.
especially when you oversleep when you wanted to get up at 1500 and have a few hours before work and you didn't get up until 1630....oops.
tomorrow is a new day. i'll try again.
and i'm buying yarn tomorrow for my friends new baby. that's always good times.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
resolutions
so, with a new year comes these resolutions that i don't even know why i make, because they typically end up being broken. but i have the thoughts in my head already so why not put them onto paper. well so to speak.
1. clean my house and keep it clean
2. clean my car and keep it clean
3. loose weight
4. exercise
5. realize that it will take a good amount of time to meet resolution 3 and 4, and then not beat myself up over it
6. travel. even by myself if i have to
7. make single friends. not that i don't love my married friends.
8. forgive. even myself.
9. stand up for myself
10. get out of debt
11. save money for armenia
12. give myself a break
13. start loving myself
14. read more of the bible than what is read to me on sunday morning
15. start believing the postive no matter how much i don't want to
16. embrace this new job even if it stays NOC shift forever
17. find my passport.
18. treat myself to manicures and pedicures and then not beat myself up about spending the money on this treat
19. go to the movies by myself
20. leran how to crochet a flower
okay 20 so far. some are silly and some are serious and some just need to be done. we will see how this thing goes.
1. clean my house and keep it clean
2. clean my car and keep it clean
3. loose weight
4. exercise
5. realize that it will take a good amount of time to meet resolution 3 and 4, and then not beat myself up over it
6. travel. even by myself if i have to
7. make single friends. not that i don't love my married friends.
8. forgive. even myself.
9. stand up for myself
10. get out of debt
11. save money for armenia
12. give myself a break
13. start loving myself
14. read more of the bible than what is read to me on sunday morning
15. start believing the postive no matter how much i don't want to
16. embrace this new job even if it stays NOC shift forever
17. find my passport.
18. treat myself to manicures and pedicures and then not beat myself up about spending the money on this treat
19. go to the movies by myself
20. leran how to crochet a flower
okay 20 so far. some are silly and some are serious and some just need to be done. we will see how this thing goes.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
new year
this is the first day of a new year. 2011. has to be better than 2010 for sure. this is my first blog ever, even though it says i have been a blogger since 2008. i don't know why. maybe no one will want to read what i write. but i'm wanting this to be theraputic for me. a way to get some thoughts out and if people want to read them fine, just don't be too mean if you want to leave a comment alright?
i've decided that i need to do some things in my life. like loose some weight and learn to love myself. not necessarily in that order. so i have been doing some thinking. here's what i have so far.
it's going to take some time. i need to not be quite so hard on myself. and i need to actually commit to this journey that i'm on.
i actually can't wait to get started.
i've decided that i need to do some things in my life. like loose some weight and learn to love myself. not necessarily in that order. so i have been doing some thinking. here's what i have so far.
it's going to take some time. i need to not be quite so hard on myself. and i need to actually commit to this journey that i'm on.
i actually can't wait to get started.
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